WORLD PREMIERE: HERE LIES RAMON NOVARRO (Episode 5)

Go behind the sign to Halloween Eve 1968. Two young hustlers ring the doorbell at 3110 Laurel Canyon Drive. A gracious 69-year-old man greets them. Once upon a time in Hollywoodland, the old man was one of the greatest Latin heartthrobs to have ever lived. Now frail and looking older than his age, the man invites the hustlers inside - "a burly young man of 22 and a slender twink of 17--his murderers." By morning, the old man would be dead, badly beaten, and having choked to death on his own blood. The bludgeoned body was that of actor Ramon Novarro.

Go behind the sign to Calvary Cemetery... in the search of Ramon Novarro's grave.

DEATHIVERSARY: ANTHONY PERKINS (Sept. 12, 1992)

𝙵𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴𝙳 𝙸𝙽: 𝙰𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚢 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 (𝙰𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕 𝟺, 𝟷𝟿𝟹𝟸 – 𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟸, 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟸) 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙽𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝙱𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝙰𝚕𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝙷𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚌𝚘𝚌𝚔'𝚜 𝙿𝚜𝚢𝚌𝚑𝚘 (𝟷𝟿𝟼𝟶). 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚜𝚑, 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢, 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝙷𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚌𝚘𝚌𝚔 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝙿𝚜𝚢𝚌𝚑𝚘. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜'𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝙼𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚕. 𝙸𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚢, 𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚡. 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚙𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚕𝚢, 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎-𝚜𝚎𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝟹𝟶𝚜, 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚃𝚊𝚋 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝙲𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝙼𝚊𝚔𝚘𝚜, 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛 𝚁𝚞𝚍𝚘𝚕𝚏 𝙽𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚟, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚛/𝚕𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚖. 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝟹𝟿 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚅𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚊 𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚙𝚊𝚕. 𝙷𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚎𝚝 𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝙱𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚊 "𝙱𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚢" 𝙱𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝟺 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚜 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜. 𝙸𝚗 𝟸𝟶𝟶𝟷, 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍'𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑, 𝙱𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝟻𝟹 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟷 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚜 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝙰𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝙰𝚒𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝙵𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝟷𝟷. 𝙸𝚗 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟶, 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚐𝚗𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙷𝙸𝚅 𝚍𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝙿𝚜𝚢𝚌𝚑𝚘 𝙸𝚅: 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝙻𝚘𝚜 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟸, 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟸, 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝟼𝟶. 𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚞𝚛𝚗, 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚍 "𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝙵𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙼𝚎 𝙸𝚗," 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚊𝚛 𝚋𝚢 𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎'𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙷𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚢𝚠𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝙷𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚜. 𝚂𝚘, 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚢𝚊𝚛𝚍. 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚢𝚠𝚘𝚘𝚍.𝚌𝚘𝚖

DEATHIVERSARY: BERRY BERENSON-PERKINS (SEPT. 11, 2001)

Berinthia "Berry" Berenson-Perkins was an accomplished fashion photographer and actor who stood by her husband, "Psycho" actor, Anthony Perkins, through his AIDS diagnosis. Through her better-known sister, actress Marisa Berenson ("Death In Venice," "Cabaret" and "Barry Lyndon"), Berry came to photograph a roll-call of Hollywood stars. In 1973, Berry married Perkins while 3 months pregnant, which prompted her mother, Marquesa Gogo Berenson di Cacciapooti, to publicly call her a "degenerate." During Perkins' therapy to "cure" his homosexuality, he was asked to flip through a Vogue magazine and pick out his ideal woman. He pointed to a spread on Berry. Years later, they met at the townhouse Perkins' shared with his lover, dancer Grover Dale. There was little doubt that Perkins was both sexually attracted to and in love with Berry. Then, in 1990, Perkins tested positive for HIV. He wanted it kept secret even from their closest friends, which heaped a tremendous burden on Berry. On September 2, 1992, Perkins died with Berry clutching his hand. Nine years later, on September 11, 2001, Berry boarded American Airlines Flight 11, which would ultimately crash into the North Tower of the World Trade Center. 

All 92 people on board were killed, including David Angell (the creator and executive producer of the television sitcom "Frasier"), his wife, Lynn Angell. "Family Guy" creator Seth MacFarlane had been scheduled to be on the flight but arrived late, missing the flight. MacFarlane now only flies private. Actor Mark Wahlberg was also scheduled to be on the flight but canceled his ticket at the last minute. There would've been no talking bear movie, and I wouldn't be married to my husband if MacFarland and Wahlberg had been on the flight. But that's a story for another day.

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DEAD IN HOLLYWOOD: 50,000,000 TAB FANS CAN'T BE WRONG (Issue 9)

𝙶𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝙱𝚘𝚢, 𝚃𝚊𝚋 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚘𝚗 𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟾, 𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟾, 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝟾𝟽𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢. "𝚆𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚙𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚊𝚛𝚍," 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛'𝚜 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝟹𝟻 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝙰𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚗 𝙶𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚛, 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍. "...𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎, 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝟿𝟷𝟷, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚕... 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚞𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚍." 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝, 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚌 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝. 𝙼𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚛. 𝚆𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙹𝚘h𝚗 𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚎. 𝙰 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝙸 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝙹oh𝚗 𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛. 𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝙷𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚢𝚠𝚘𝚘𝚍: 𝟻𝟶,𝟶𝟶𝟶,𝟶𝟶𝟶 𝚃𝙰𝙱 𝙵𝙰𝙽𝚂 𝙲𝙰𝙽'𝚃 𝙱𝙴 𝚆𝚁𝙾𝙽𝙶 (𝙸𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚎 𝟿).

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This weekend!

Pick up your copy of the latest issue of the Dead in Hollywood fanzine: 50,000,000 Tab Fans Can’t Be Wrong at the O.C. Zine Fest this Saturday, August 24, 2019 at the Anaheim Central Library (500 West Broadway Anaheim, CA 92805) From 11AM-4PM We’ll …

Pick up your copy of the latest issue of the Dead in Hollywood fanzine: 50,000,000 Tab Fans Can’t Be Wrong at the O.C. Zine Fest this Saturday, August 24, 2019 at the Anaheim Central Library (500 West Broadway Anaheim, CA 92805) From 11AM-4PM We’ll be in the basement, so let’s raise the dead!

OUTFEST OPENING NIGHT

On our way to opening night of OUTFEST to watch the documentary “Circus of Books.” Circus of Books was the first place that was willing to sell my zines. I remember the owner, Karen Mason, saying, “Why are you doing this? There’s no money in zines.” 😁 I found her candor refreshing and inspiring. Circus of Books gave me the courage and confidence to create. 2 years and 15 issues later, here we are.

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Natalie Saved My Life Tonight

𝙸𝚗 𝟷𝟿𝟻𝟻, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙼𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚋𝚞-𝚜𝚝𝚢𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚢-𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝-𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛, 𝚃𝚊𝚋 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚙 𝚛𝚊𝚐 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚘-𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚊 "𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚙-𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚙𝚊𝚓𝚊𝚖𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚢" 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚜. 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛 𝚘𝚏 "𝙱𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝙲𝚛𝚢," 𝙿𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢 - 𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚒𝚛𝚌𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 - 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 "𝚁𝚎𝚋𝚎𝚕 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝙲𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎" 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 "𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛'𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚘𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚛 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜." 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚆𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚛. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚆𝚘𝚘𝚍'𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝙲𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊 𝙸𝚜𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚌𝚒𝚛𝚌𝚞𝚖𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜.

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Tab Hunter Has a Secret

"𝙸𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐'𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗' 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛, 𝚖𝚖𝚖 𝚖𝚖𝚖... 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐'𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗' 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛, 𝚖𝚖𝚖 𝚖𝚖𝚖... 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐'𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗' 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎. 𝙼𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢'𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝."

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Let's go...

Last night I was working on the upcoming zine "Dead in Hollywood: The Crucifixion of George Michael (Issue #11) when I spilled a glass of water on my laptop, frying it. I lost everything! Or so I thought. Spending three dollars a month on iCloud storage space turned out to be quite the bargain. The laptop was not so lucky. I'm still hoping to finish the issue before the L.A. Zine Fest on May 26th. I pray to George Michael that I will. "The Crucifixion of George Michael" will focus on Michael's arrest on April 8, 1998, for a "lewd act" in a public restroom in a Beverly Hills park, forcing the pop icon out of the closet. Michael's helped me come to terms with my own sexuality. At 13, my conservative, Trump-loving uncle bought me Michael's "Faith" album for Christmas. He's never really spoken to me after I came out years later in 1998. It's not just pop icons and mythical religious figures who are shunned and crucified. BTW, that uncle also introduced me to En Vogue's "Funky Divas" album on a road trip to Mexico when I was 14. Maybe I'll send him a copy of the zine when I'm finished. Maybe it'll free his mind and help heal the pain. DEAD IN HOLLYWOOD: THE CRUCIFIXION OF GEORGE MICHAEL (ISSUE #11) COMING SOON TO THE WILL ROGERS MEMORIAL PARK IN BEVERLY HILLS.

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